It was just before dawn when Sam decided to wake up. Turning over and turning of the alarm Sam got out of bed and went straight for the shower, once their Sam leaned into the hot stream hitting her lower back and feeling the tension drain out of her body. What was she going to do? She knew she couldn't hide in the spray of water from the shower forever.
No, don't think of that now she thought to herself, but her mind kept going Sam my dear you can't go on like this forever, your going to have to face the facts and what you have done. Dammit that voice needed to go away but it was constantly harassing her. Telling her what she needed to do with her and her life. But it was her life not some little annoyance in the back of her head. So how do I keep you locked up she thought to herself, it had been at least five years since she had this little annoyance. But she hated the drugs why oh why is that the only way to get rid of you my dear?
Sam got out of the shower and grabbed the towel off the rack and wrapped it around her lithe body and then wrapped another towel from the rack around her hair. It had been five years since she heard Janelle in her mind speaking words of warning to her. What would have made this start all over again. Damn damn damn double damn not only was she trying to keep a low profile and get out of dodge now she had to contend with Janelle. Grrrr. Nothing was safe for her.
" Sam don't you think your being a bit over dramatic about this. I have always looked out and guided you before?"
" I don't want your damn guidance I just want to be left alone!"
" I'm sorry but it doesn't seem that your doing to hot without me there Sammy girl. Is that what you calling yourself these days. "
" Shut up Janelle, I mean it I need a break from you and I need to think."
In a lazy cat like voice Janelle said , " Go and rest my dear I'll take it care of everything. Isn't that what you want someone to take care of everything?
"No, No , Janelle I can't let you take control .. I promised myself that I would not let you back out ever again."
What was going on why is Janelle back. I thought I had warded enough against it. I knew the meds weren't what was trapping her but what is going on. I should have never made the packed, never no matter what help I needed at the time. I have done nothing but pay for it since then.
Taking a cleansing breath Sam locked down her thoughts so that Janelle couldn't hear them and she started to get ready walking to the suitcase in the hotel and taking out her cream suit to go with her new cream dress shoes. She had come to far since the accident to let Janelle come back and ruin the new surroundings.
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Don't leave it there!!! Where is she going? Who is she going to see? Is Jannelle (did I spell that right?) going to tag along, silently, invisibly? Will she ever really shake her off. Can Sam escape? Chapter 2 NOW!! Or you get roasted!!!
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Wow Pike I didn't think that it was that seductive .. LOL!! Ok when I come in from killing myself with Cyn I'll sit and write chapter 2 for you and only for you.
This is filthy! The context is filthy and the language is filthy!
Why do you want to write such repulsive things?
Whim,
I tire of this. I'm sorry that you feel that way.. Just because a character swears does not mean that this is filthly. I have no sex or violence or anything else of that nature. So what she used the word damn. Sorry but you did not have to continue to read my stories when the first two were not to your liking. Again there are a lot of other bloggers out there and they may have something more to your liking.
Oh such fun bella. Multiple personality. Hard to write about. Well done and more, more, more, now, now, now!!!!
Whim - I have a suggestion for you. YOU start a blog, right here on blogspot. Post the link here on bella's. If you want to STOP her, or expose her filth, or shut her down - then be an adult about it and just outwrite her with your own views and creativity. Can you do that? I dare you. Otherwise, grow up and go away. You serve no useful purpose here.
Bella, don't even talk to this poor excuse for life again.
itsreallymefifty,
I think your right no further interaction is needed I have said all that has needed to be said and I have stayed polite and offered decent advice about reading a blog more to their liking. Hopefully they see that and move on. If not I just won't respond anymore.
Bella "when I come in from killing myself...." You are going to be way too sore (in a rubbed and loved way) to write anything for a day or two. But when you do, I shall be waiting.
Pike my love thank you. Trust me chapter 2 is on it's way. LOL!! I can't wait for the rubs and love. LOL!!! take care dear and thank you for stopping by.
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