I have been wanting to work on the couple of stories that are sitting here and just going nowhere and being left off at a point where you're like huh what next what is going on. I have been known to be a little racey in my writting which is down right me. But today I got on here with the intents and purposes of working on more of two other stories and finish another one up that I have posted elsewheres especially since I have procrastinated on getting this stuff done. I have been such the procrastinator on a bunch of things as of late and I'm sorry that it's been about a month to a month with no more of my stories being worked on and yet what is so frustrating is I can start a new one with out thought to the unfinished one sitting beside it on my desk and in my word program. Grrr. I wish that I could tie my feet to the ground and get some backing to make me sit here til it's done in it's entirety.
Again I apologize that I have continued on the others and just pretty much started a new one. LOL!! Hope you like it. It's a bit different from what I have wrote so far but who know's where Serena's character will take me and where Georgina is going to fit she may only last a chapter or two not really sure how it's going to start but will be doing this from Serena's point of view. Hopefully all will go smoothly.. Have a nice one everyone.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Beauty fades and Love dies.
They say that beauty fades and that love dies. How apropos is that? I thought. The wonderful beauty that once controled masses a flit of the hand was now a lump of depression not wanting to move or get out of bed. I did not take this job to sit here and go buy this self absorbed brain dead person bons bons every day so that she can wallow in self pity about her loss of popularity among those that she once inspired.
Why the heck did I take this job I berated myself !! Well because she was someone you looked up to. Ha. Now she was a washed up no body that needed life management and someone to poke her to move out of bed and away from the bon bons. Grrr. I wasn't going to get any where in my life sitting here trying to move this waste of space.
"Madam, it times to get up. You first appointment arrives at Noon and you have 2 hours to get ready." I stated with quickly while efficiently putting out a cream suit and matching heels and some accessories, such as earings and a nice pearl necklace.
" Madam, this is your first business meeting in the last two months since you went on retreat. You don't want to give them the wrong impression. " I continued you on noticing her movement under the covers," I have a bath drawn and have some rose and lilac in it to help you relax and have a sexy glow and feeling. Now come on up up let's get moving. I also have you itenarary on the dresser right by the new lip sticks you wanted and I'm going down stairs to get you fruit salad prepared if you need me. "
I heard her grumble and out of the corner of my eye I saw her get out of bed and stumble grogily to the tub. Yeah ! One battle over and seventy more to go. Being a PA and Cook and Maid to Ms Georgina Russelle didn't give me any free time. But I was young and with no life of my own and so desperately wanting to make it and get noticed in her world.
Goergina was a shrewd business woman and a very talented songstress and performer. Her shows always delivered and she was always playing to the crowd. But as of late her boss was not herself and rightly so she just went throught the most public divorce and what I saw that no one else did strengthen my vows that love dies and beauty fades. I myself have lost all faith in the marital structure. I have based this on countless divorced friends, family members, ex coworkers, and now my boss. Does nothing last in this day and age I thought to myself. The answer came back very quickly and it was a resounding No.
Quickly I ran into the kitchen throwing together fresh melons, strawberries, grape and very fresh pineapple. Yum it looke delicious .. Off to the frigde with that and now to make a nice lite dressing maybe a sweet and tangy citrus dressing with some mint. Yep there we go.
Why the heck did I take this job I berated myself !! Well because she was someone you looked up to. Ha. Now she was a washed up no body that needed life management and someone to poke her to move out of bed and away from the bon bons. Grrr. I wasn't going to get any where in my life sitting here trying to move this waste of space.
"Madam, it times to get up. You first appointment arrives at Noon and you have 2 hours to get ready." I stated with quickly while efficiently putting out a cream suit and matching heels and some accessories, such as earings and a nice pearl necklace.
" Madam, this is your first business meeting in the last two months since you went on retreat. You don't want to give them the wrong impression. " I continued you on noticing her movement under the covers," I have a bath drawn and have some rose and lilac in it to help you relax and have a sexy glow and feeling. Now come on up up let's get moving. I also have you itenarary on the dresser right by the new lip sticks you wanted and I'm going down stairs to get you fruit salad prepared if you need me. "
I heard her grumble and out of the corner of my eye I saw her get out of bed and stumble grogily to the tub. Yeah ! One battle over and seventy more to go. Being a PA and Cook and Maid to Ms Georgina Russelle didn't give me any free time. But I was young and with no life of my own and so desperately wanting to make it and get noticed in her world.
Goergina was a shrewd business woman and a very talented songstress and performer. Her shows always delivered and she was always playing to the crowd. But as of late her boss was not herself and rightly so she just went throught the most public divorce and what I saw that no one else did strengthen my vows that love dies and beauty fades. I myself have lost all faith in the marital structure. I have based this on countless divorced friends, family members, ex coworkers, and now my boss. Does nothing last in this day and age I thought to myself. The answer came back very quickly and it was a resounding No.
Quickly I ran into the kitchen throwing together fresh melons, strawberries, grape and very fresh pineapple. Yum it looke delicious .. Off to the frigde with that and now to make a nice lite dressing maybe a sweet and tangy citrus dressing with some mint. Yep there we go.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Peace isn't always Tranquil.
It was just before dawn when Sam decided to wake up. Turning over and turning of the alarm Sam got out of bed and went straight for the shower, once their Sam leaned into the hot stream hitting her lower back and feeling the tension drain out of her body. What was she going to do? She knew she couldn't hide in the spray of water from the shower forever.
No, don't think of that now she thought to herself, but her mind kept going Sam my dear you can't go on like this forever, your going to have to face the facts and what you have done. Dammit that voice needed to go away but it was constantly harassing her. Telling her what she needed to do with her and her life. But it was her life not some little annoyance in the back of her head. So how do I keep you locked up she thought to herself, it had been at least five years since she had this little annoyance. But she hated the drugs why oh why is that the only way to get rid of you my dear?
Sam got out of the shower and grabbed the towel off the rack and wrapped it around her lithe body and then wrapped another towel from the rack around her hair. It had been five years since she heard Janelle in her mind speaking words of warning to her. What would have made this start all over again. Damn damn damn double damn not only was she trying to keep a low profile and get out of dodge now she had to contend with Janelle. Grrrr. Nothing was safe for her.
" Sam don't you think your being a bit over dramatic about this. I have always looked out and guided you before?"
" I don't want your damn guidance I just want to be left alone!"
" I'm sorry but it doesn't seem that your doing to hot without me there Sammy girl. Is that what you calling yourself these days. "
" Shut up Janelle, I mean it I need a break from you and I need to think."
In a lazy cat like voice Janelle said , " Go and rest my dear I'll take it care of everything. Isn't that what you want someone to take care of everything?
"No, No , Janelle I can't let you take control .. I promised myself that I would not let you back out ever again."
What was going on why is Janelle back. I thought I had warded enough against it. I knew the meds weren't what was trapping her but what is going on. I should have never made the packed, never no matter what help I needed at the time. I have done nothing but pay for it since then.
Taking a cleansing breath Sam locked down her thoughts so that Janelle couldn't hear them and she started to get ready walking to the suitcase in the hotel and taking out her cream suit to go with her new cream dress shoes. She had come to far since the accident to let Janelle come back and ruin the new surroundings.
No, don't think of that now she thought to herself, but her mind kept going Sam my dear you can't go on like this forever, your going to have to face the facts and what you have done. Dammit that voice needed to go away but it was constantly harassing her. Telling her what she needed to do with her and her life. But it was her life not some little annoyance in the back of her head. So how do I keep you locked up she thought to herself, it had been at least five years since she had this little annoyance. But she hated the drugs why oh why is that the only way to get rid of you my dear?
Sam got out of the shower and grabbed the towel off the rack and wrapped it around her lithe body and then wrapped another towel from the rack around her hair. It had been five years since she heard Janelle in her mind speaking words of warning to her. What would have made this start all over again. Damn damn damn double damn not only was she trying to keep a low profile and get out of dodge now she had to contend with Janelle. Grrrr. Nothing was safe for her.
" Sam don't you think your being a bit over dramatic about this. I have always looked out and guided you before?"
" I don't want your damn guidance I just want to be left alone!"
" I'm sorry but it doesn't seem that your doing to hot without me there Sammy girl. Is that what you calling yourself these days. "
" Shut up Janelle, I mean it I need a break from you and I need to think."
In a lazy cat like voice Janelle said , " Go and rest my dear I'll take it care of everything. Isn't that what you want someone to take care of everything?
"No, No , Janelle I can't let you take control .. I promised myself that I would not let you back out ever again."
What was going on why is Janelle back. I thought I had warded enough against it. I knew the meds weren't what was trapping her but what is going on. I should have never made the packed, never no matter what help I needed at the time. I have done nothing but pay for it since then.
Taking a cleansing breath Sam locked down her thoughts so that Janelle couldn't hear them and she started to get ready walking to the suitcase in the hotel and taking out her cream suit to go with her new cream dress shoes. She had come to far since the accident to let Janelle come back and ruin the new surroundings.
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